Slip-up

So I've been eating (semi-normally, never breaking a 1000) for 3 days straight.
Result? I'm now 158. I see now that you can NEVER go back to eating normally. Just a week ago-ish I was 145. Now I'm a mere 10 pounds away from my highest weight.

I'm so sorry for letting you all (and myself!) down like this. But I promise, no more of this. From tomorrow I will be very strict with myself. Went to the mall today and bought tonnes of cute clothes, none of which fit me. Or, to be more accurate, they FIT me, but I look like a woolly mammoth in them.

Aargh. I need to give my body what it wants. And what it wants is to be thin.

Report back tomorrow morning when hopefully I will at least be 155 again.